monochromatic

boring.
safe.
i think i'll start with that.
enough of blue.

WWTL

kagabi may kinausap akong taong sobrang hindi ko na alam kung kailan kami last nag-usap
ang saya ng feeling
i guess back to zero/start from scratch ulit
siguro mas ok kung ganon talaga

kanina may ginawa akong bagay na may kinalaman sa possible future minoring na hindi naman dapat big deal pero ewan ko bakit sobrang nadilemma ako
ang takot ng feeling

narealize ko
ang safe ko talagang tao
takot akong kumawala sa comfort zone
takot akong maging mag-isa

kailangan ko tong baguhin
unti-unti

friendship rekindled.

rekindle

1. To relight.
2. To revive or renew.

may block man o wala
it doesnt matter

maybe it's time to be more than blockmates.
maybe it's time to be friends.

pat...

bat ang chamba mo!
BWAHAHAH
teacher's evaluation = awa.
haha

salamat lord!
salamat at pinagbigyan mo ko haha

ressentiment

ang problema mo
hindi ka kuntento na masaya ka

kailangan
hindi rin masaya yung iba.

ang smeg sem

ay hindi nagtapos nang ayon sa aking inaasahan.

C long tests.
F finals.
crammed projects.
sabog na orals.

ningas kugon talaga ako.

ngunit pagkatapos ng lahat.
sa aking palagay.
natapos pa rin ito nang tama.

dahil natapos ang smeg sem
na kasama ko ang mga kaibigan ko.

memorable sleepovers.
starbucks venti nights.
sa kwarto na sabay kulong at hindi kulong.

kar lyle.
miguel.

maraming salamat sa inyo.
paano na lang kaya kung wala kayo.

sana lang talaga
kumpleto pa rin tayo sa 2nd sem.

pero kumpleto pa rin yan.
the secret.

park facing the wall

"do you have a problem?!"

nasindak ako kanina
pero medyo tumapang naman nung huli haha

bat ang daming nangyayari sa petron parking lot???
experience...

moral lesson:
pag nasa tama ka
wag kang matatakot!
tangina mong tatay ka

takot

na naman ako.

wala talagang sem na natatapos
na hindi ko nararamdaman yung takot
at posibilidad

na baka matanggal ako.

kaso
iba na yung feeling ngayon.
hindi na ko puwede matanggal.

masyado nang sayang pag matanggal pa ko ngayon.

dampa

kanina after finance lt
kumain kami sa dampa

at may namiss kaming dalawang tao.

"txt mo sila kung puwede sila haha"
wishful thinking

something fishy memories.
:-<

mad

nobody's talking.
neither of us is listening.

what's even worse
i don't even remember why we're fighting.

i'm mad for nothing.
fighting for nothing.
crying for nothing.

but i won't let it go for nothing.

can we make up.
cause i've had enough.

i don't want to be mad at you.
i don't want you to be mad at me.

we've fallen into the place
where nobody's backing down.

what happened to working it out.

it's all for nothing.

i don't want to be mad at you.
i don't want you to be mad at me.
anymore.