what a catch

i've got troubled thoughts
and a self-esteem to match

deaf ears.

lagi naman.

congrats!

sa mga kapatid ko!

fermin 1st honor 1st time
mara, angela top 20 pa rin

masaya ako para sa kanila
tapos napaisip na

tae
ako naman ngayon
yung walang academic achievement!!!

DL SIGE NAAAAA

back to normal

sobrang init kanina.
tapos umulan sa hapon.

bumalik na si daddy.

still can't get over

slumdog millionaire.

latika's theme = LSS.

MAINIT NA ULIT.

:[

slumdog millionaire

what does it take to find a lost love?
D.destiny.

don't hold back night

but then again
block barkada reunion
techno hub = wala pang tokyo tokyo :/
dinner sa fazoli's
l4d after
hanggang 2 am.
:]

WELCOME BACK LORI!!!
words of the night = DON'T HOLD BACK!!!

nasa bahay

ako ngayon.
cramming theo paper.

hindi ko alam kailan
last time akong umuwi agad
na friday.
:/

just what i needed!!!

histo = disappointment = BAWI!
LS = thank you lord = keep it up

finally returning to study mode
yeah

MOTIVATION!!!
so many things to do!!!

grounding myself

starting now.

what a day :/

1/9/09

may 4 na malabong nangyari ngayon.

1. nasira ko ang relasyon nina happy at ng kanyang asawa dahil sa "mac, hindi na ba talaga tayo magmomovie mamaya :[" na wrong send
2. pinagalitan ako ng baklang gumupit sakin. and "i like thick eyebrows i find them attractive." na hirit. but mukhang sa kanya na ako magpapagupit from now on...
3. nakita ko si liban sa parking lot ng trinoma kumakain mag-isa sa kotse. and "what a loser" reflection (projection haha)
4. overnight parking violation dahil sa kakalaro ng left 4 dead hanggang 1 am :[

anyway
b party = good old time fun
l4d with barkada = maingay at masaya
:]

reboot

again.

back to reality.

DL, i still want you.

time to say goodbye

umalis na kanina sina julian.
aalis na bukas sina wawik.

xmas break is officially over.

i didn't want to let go.

wish i could keep you much longer.
wish i could stop by and maybe say hi.
wish i could stop by and lay by your side.
wish i could keep you much longer.

xmas break 08

the best. :]
abano family reunion.
i love my US cousins!
JULIAN MARIEL CEDRIC
RICHELLE RIKKA WAWIK
TITO BONG TITA MELDY TITO BOYET TITA MINNIE
salamat nang marami sa memories.
hanggang sa susunod na pagbisita ulit...
3 to 5 years...wow nagtatrabaho nako nun...dapat :/
sana makikipaglaro pa rin sakin tong mga pinsan ko

ROMA

umalis ulit si daddy kanina
puntang europe for the business
2nd time niya tong umalis
and this time 3 weeks or more siya dun
dati 2 weeks lang

ewan.
iba yung feeling ngayon.
dati parang wala lang
pero ngayon
ewan
parang nalungkot din talaga ako kanina pag-alis niya
nung hinug ko siya
iba
mas sincere at mas mahigpit ngayon.
parang gusto ko siya umalis na ayaw.
gusto kasi alam ko namang naeenjoy niya yung business
at siyempre freedom konti sa bahay
pero ayaw dahil
ewan

ewan.
basta nalungkot ako kanina.
kahit papaano.
siguro dahil mas matagal siyang mawawala ngayon.
hinihintay na lang naman talaga ay yung working visa niya
para makastay siya ng matagal dun
dahil siyempre sayang pera pag pabalik-balk siya dito

pero naisip ko
nalungkot ako kasi takot ako e
takot ako na mangyari yung the usual
nasobrahan sa trabaho yung tatay na napabayaan na yung pamilya niya
well kahit papaano nangyayari na rin naman yun
dahil sa late niyang pag-uwi at kung ano man

pero eto
ibang bansa talaga e
at ramdam yung layo
hindi basta basta pwedeng tawagan
hindi niya ako agad mapupuntahan pag nabangga na naman ako dahil nagmaneho akong lasing

"ikaw muna bahala sa mga kapatid mo habang wala ako"
sinabi na naman niya sakin kanina
siyempre oo lang ako
kagaya ng mga dating beses na sinabihan niya ko nun
pero kanina parang iba talaga
parang unti-unti ko nang nararamdaman yung kaseryosohan ng bilin na yun

sa bagay
malapit na rin ang trabaho
papaaralin pa ang mga kapatid pag dating ng panahon

3 weeks or more.
sana lang talaga maging successful business niya.
para matuwa siya nang sobra.
sana kaming mga anak niya ay hindi matulad dun sa mga rebeldeng anak na napabayaan ng magulang.

Taurus 2009

It's time to celebrate yourself, Taurus! You are pouring yourself into your life's mission and rejuvenating yourself with abundant thinking, which attracts great things to you. You're diligently creating a public arena where opportunities will emerge for you to be a teacher or messenger. Engagements for speaking, writing and sharing your thoughts will open up. Other people will be inspired by your enthusiasm and insight, and will support you in accomplishing your goals.

Taurus's excitement radiates more than ever this year, bringing with it a magnificent energy the world has been lacking. As you embrace the power of your heart and spirit, you are allowing yourself to transform and align with a universal energy source. You discover the space for your creativity to flow and abundantly bring the truth of your being into the world. Your focus on your connection with a higher purpose brings out the best in you and refines your self-expression.

You appreciate all the expansive shifts that are taking place in your life, and you are learning to break up routines and old patterns of rigidity. This allows you a new level of awareness and acceptance of your ultimate purpose. Pay attention to what has heart and meaning. Express your truth and you will advance. You will find avenues to bring your talents and belief systems to philanthropic endeavors. By the end of the year, you will be able to slow down a bit and find more time to enjoy the new you that you have created.

well, di ako tumitingin sa mga horoscope talaga
pero nung nabasa ko ito sa yahoo
tapos alam kong pareho siya sa tingin kong mangyayari sakin
at sa gusto kong gawin sa buhay ko
siyempre

nakakaencourage.

2009.
ano kaya ang magbabago.
ano-ano.